Not Good Enough

I've been struggling lately. Alyssa, Missa, and now Karissa keep harassing me. It's just like a movie. The "issa" Crew harasses the poor girl that no one understands. I wish they would just leave me alone. I've called the cops on them so many times...they never stop. They are driving me insane, and they always have to tell me things that really hurt.

I just want life to go back to normal. I just want them to shut the fuck up and back off. I can't take it for much longer, I'm gonna snap and someone's gonna get hurt.

Earlyyy.

I hate it when it's so early that my eyes don't want to focus on anything in particular. I hate waking up at 5:30 in the morning.

I'm attempting another fast. I know it won't last, but I'm already ten and a half hours into it. I guess we'll see.

Long time

It's been so long.
I don't even want to write everything anymore, it's so much.

Alyssa and her boyfriend have threatened to kill me.
They aren't allowed to contact me.
Twitch is locked up now.

I'm falling for this new guy, Matt.
I should have known.
He's so sweet.

I've been off my medications.
It's not so bad, but I'm starting to feel sick.

I need to lay off the weed, It's becoming a daily habit.
And I miss my Michael.