Get Better

It will.
It will all get better.
I was so close.
Cody and I. We almost made it.
Almost.
I freaked out.
He says not to worry about it.
He says that he can wait .
He says I'm worth waiting for.
I love him so much.
I loveee him.

Alyssa is.....leaving.
Leaving ME, I mean.
I know that she's chosen CC.
She calls him, she doesn't call me.
I feel like I'm being really jealous.
But we swore that a boy would never come between us.
I understand that she loves him.
I know, I can even accept it.
But, I don't want anything to change anymore.


I've never had a sex dream before.
It was a whole new experience.