Clever Trick

"I never want to see you unhappy,
I thought you'd want the same for me."
Cody.
...killed me.
I can't think about him.
We're through.
I'm so sad about this.
I'm so broken.
"Goodbye my almost lover,
goodbye my hopeless dream.
I'm trying not to think about you.
Can't you just let me be?"
My heart hurts.
Everytime he makes me look him in the eye.
It hurts.
He's saying it's for the best.
I can't breathe anymore.
"You told me you'd never, never forget."
I feel like the last two months were a lie.
"I cannot go to the ocean,
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning without you on my mind.."
I don't know what to do.