Suicide Watch

I didn't even know it was a real thing.

I'm on suicide watch.

Dad watches me take my pills.

I can't lock the bathroom door at any time.

Mom searches my purse and my backpack.

I can't lock my door, they broke the lock.

I'm not allowed to close my bedroom door.

I can only sleep from 9 to 6.

Any excess sleeping will be thought of as me taking sleeping pills.



I HATE THIS.

One weekend of intense pot was not worth this.

I hate this.



On top of it all, Alyssa isn't making things better.

I hate her so much.

She's been the fakest friend I've ever dealt with.